Emotional unintelligence

Mr man, u make her cry and u think it’s fine ,just because u were a victim of a road she didn’t ply.

She does it all everything she has to do, and more. You marvel at her efforts , but u Mr man still choose to repay her with stupidity. 

Is it her fault Cupid struck her?

Is it her fault u deceived her?

Is it her fault she is a woman,and is swept off by what she hears?
She never even wanted to know u!

She was happy without you.

You cajoled her, and drowned her in soothing words!
You deceived her till she fell, just so u satisfy your stupidity.

A poor victim of your emotional unintelligence.

If your gratification lies in the hurt of others. 

Then You Mr.man are the weakest species after all.

 For what really makes us strong is our emotional resilience in the end.
* The toughest battle we have to fight, is between what we know and what we feel.                                              

                                     -unknown

Ugly costly bag

Dear diary,12-12-14:Today I heard a discussion and it was nothing new,in my part of the world it was abhored for a girl to make the first moves on a guy. She had to be hopefully nd count on her luck praying he would notice her too..

13-12-14:Today i had no money but I bought this really costly bag.it wasn’t a pretty bag maybe a bit classy it wasnt worth my money.then why did I buy it? I never wanted to, I guess i needed to..

14-12-14:Its been a year and 5months but he still hasnt said a thing,today I watched him again silently from behind the class he is always to busy to notice me when I pass,I didn’t mean to track down the time I guess I happened to..

15-12-14:Today I went shopping,I got furious in all the stalls they didn’t have those clothes,those exact ones she wore. I saw how you stared at her and i saw she noticed too…see I never even wanted to buy those clothes I just needed a stare too..

16-12-14:Today I delayed to class, late enough to make sure everyone ,You! saw me in my new clothes. Was an hour and half into the lecture i could barely breathe these clothes adorning my body were extremely uncomofortable but I couldn’t leave. You still hadn’t seen me and the thoughts were killing me. I hoped u were ill or your pet died or..u don’t wanna know🙊 ,because you didn’t make it to class but I noticed she didn’t too😣..

17-12-14:Today the first thing i saw when i woke up was this costly bag and i made a decision to use it. I had loads of stuff that needed packing up and at least it could serve to wrap it up. But after i had to make a delivery not because I wanted to, because it was time and I had to..

21-12-14:Today after he opened the bag he thought I was a psycho,he thought I was an obsessed freak. how could someone he barely knew like him soo much he couldn’t even speak. I don’t know where I found all these pictures of him but I happened to have them..this collection in his hands was all that i lived for and I cherished them. hearing my own words made me want to puke so I made for the door.I love you! Is all I could say and I died and resurrected waiting to hear him say he did too..

24-12-14:Today i saw him and I hid, he tried sitting next to me in the bus but I got off,he left flowers on my desk but I didn’t understand,he left a note in my locker asking for my number but I was too embarrassed and I didn’t want to remember. I was a disgrace to women in my part of the world.what was I thinking? Papa would be disappointed:|.

25-12-14:Today he had been out in the cold for long so I finally let him in,besides he couldnt spend christmas on the front of my door with me pretending to not hear him. He said he had been doing some thinking and finally came to a conclusion.He wanted to be friends with hopes for the best, he smiled and said “Hi my name is Nolen.”

This place I want to go

There’s this place I want to go far from her down a lonely road.lots of travelers stumble and fall I tried helping them up but I might fall.There’s this man who knows a route, way much better than this route so cruel.I find myself following him with pleasure only seeking to find my treasure.There’s was soo much fun on this path, sooner than later I’d forgotten my task.I got so blinded I never even asked” where’s this place I want at last?”..engulfed in sin and self-inflicted pain begun the dawn of my awakening..”oh no I’ve lost my bearing,I fell for this path all wearing”, I found myself crying, kneeling in tears and pleading. In my guilt I asked Him to have mercy and give me His direction. He took a haste in answering and wiped my tears saying “darling never leave me.” In no time I had found his leading and my transformation was breathtaking.:-) Im still on this path unraveling all the gifts of His love abounding. With His unfailing promises as assurance,I’ll get to this place I want to go at last!

The speed of Time 

Alarm beeping***⏰, mum screaming..”Kaysie!!!! ”

Oh shit!!! im late again,mum is going to kill me!! Why didnt I iron my clothes,polish my shoes, my goodness i have not even finsihed with my science homework!when did the weekend end?mum is right im the laziest person on earth. As Im finally prep’d to step out of the house and get to school I begin to think of what my excuse would be this time for my lateness. I got to school, or I thought I had because I had thinking so much,I didn’t notice I had entered the wrong place. I entered through the gates…💭💭💭but wait this is not my school! How did i get here? What is high school and how did I get here? Screams from here scolds frome there..before I could get an answer a knock brings me back to reality “herh!you dont respect start weeding,U think you have all day?!” I realised there was a cutlass in my hand and I begin weeding like I have been trained all these years for the job. But when did I even learn to weed?.Soo many scenes flash before my eyes but so vaguely and I still couldn’t get any answers. And wheres my phone I need to call my parents…but I realised I wasnt in the clothes I had early on. A scream”its P.E time!!” Caught my attention and this time I find myself in my sports gear trotting to the school’s field. Could this get any worse?whats happening?I begin to wonder..after P.E it was time to change ,I bent over to untie the lace on my sneakers and they had changed to a cute pair of Oxford’s and my phone begun to ring..Ian? Finally someone I know!I exclaim in relief..hello,hello Ian?..”hei Kaysie,u done now? come downstairs and pls dont make us late this time!”..Ian late for what come down where?jeez.. hello? Ian?..”Kaysie we are running late u can play in the car later just come out**beep*”Ian ends the call”. I manage to find my way downstairs and there was Ian all grown up looking fine as ###. I run to the car hoping to finally get answers but before I could say jack he smiles gives me a kiss “baby why do u play soo much? lets go…” after seeing the entire galaxy I finally found my words..Ian when did u grow up? Where is Mr.Asamoah?I never finished my science homework!,when did we fall in love? When did u get this car? Where are we and where are we going?…Ian-hahaha!babe ur hormones tho!u on your period again?thats twice this month!we would check it out at the doctor’s after lectures yh.cos u acting up again#kiss’smyforehead,turns down the music ok we’re here. Just be cool Kay I got u..u got some gum?”

Im totally confused but..but.. Ian im fine im very fine and dont talk about my period,how do u even know about it?#reaching into my bag for the gum..my bag had changed. Oh no!no! no!not again!! It had changed to a clutch a white clutch. And me I had changed,not just my dress had changed I couldn’t recognise myself in the mirror. When did my transition take place?why this gown? Why the preening?where from the bridesmaids? Im still a kid but why dont I look it anymore? Mum walked into the room and breaks down into tears of joy”my baby is all grown” ..no mum dont say that pls dont!I miss you mum Where have u been iv got loadz to tell u!why am I getting married and where’s Ian?.. wiping her cheeks carefully so she didnt ruin her make up she said,”my love I was you not long ago but look im marrying u off now.”..I dont understand Ma! ..with a warm smile she sat me down calmly and said”life as you see my dear is very short”..but Ma!I said nervously..im not ready for all of this how did time fly so fast?..”you are still alive my baby make the best out of life while you can.”

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